I lost my mind I lost my mind
A long long time ago
Now I'm inclined to walk beside this long and winding road
Behind a door that's locked is where it feels the most like home
When I'm alone

I would have never learned to fly
If I had let it pull me in
Like yea we made it out alive
But we could never fully win
They say that misery's designed
Yea to forever want a friend
We making history or die
And hoping that we born again


Listen closely to the story of a boy abandoned
Dealing with the kinda shit that should destroy a man
So in the midst of his depression, he deployed a gambit
A way to try to trick his brain to just ignore the damage
What's eating gilbert grape or what's destroying hamlet
I don't belong to anyone at least that's how I feel
With no malice in my heart at least that's how I deal
I been training everyday to live without a meal
Ohh, I conduct a symphony of what amended me
What made me turn into the man that I was meant to be
I was deserted by people that once defended me
Now I know they got aspirations of ends for me
I no longer see you for what you pretend to be
So it's fuck you and I mean that shit offensively
One more hey stranger you don't remember me
And I'ma think coincidence is just a trend for me


I would have never learned to fly
If I had let it pull me in
Like yea we made it out alive
But we could never fully win
They say that misery's designed
Yea to forever want a friend
We making history or die
And hoping that we born again


I been having conversations with the inner me
And that nigga low-key sounding kind of villainy
I mean that nigga kind of crazy but his logic sound
Everyday I'm less motivated to calm him down
Just stay over there if you goin bring the drama round
Smooth talking like you niggaz is obama now
Your girl must got you thinking you a king and shit
But remember that depends upon the ring you in
Big fish in a little bowl
Wish wish then begin to grow
Big green wit a little soul
Big dreams wit a middle goal
Let's take the passion and the pride
And we'll put that shit aside
I still read and write, produce and market, distro and design
To think I'm in the wrong you either crazy, stupid blind
Or it's something you don't know cuz you don't see behind the lines
So if I ain't bout to make it you could take me now
Just give me time to spank a couple babies out
Conformity or coffins be our only options
So fuck it just as long as you and homie bopping, right
Knowing I could lose my life on any lonely stop at night
And I grew up in Trenton, I wake up and wanna fight
She wanna talk about it like that topic light
Never know because you're white
Close my door and lock it tight


I would have never learned to fly
If I had let it pull me in
Like yea we made it out alive
But we could never fully win
They say that misery's designed
Yea to forever want a friend
We making history or die
And hoping that we born again


I lost my mind, I lost my mind
A long, long time ago
Now I'm inclined to walk beside this long and winding road
Behind a door that's locked is where it feels the most like home
When I'm alone